As evidenced by the title of this blog post and the featured image, I have been afforded the opportunity to yet again study Korean in South Korea thanks to NSLI-Y (The National Security Initiative for Youth). On April 12th, 2018, I received an email in my inbox informing me on my acceptance to the 2018-2019 NSLI-Y Korea Academic Year program!!! This program will enable me to study Korean for 9 months in Seoul, South Korea as a gap year before I begin my time at university.
It has been a little while since I found out for two major reasons: 1. I had to figure out if a gap year was right for me as an individual and a student. 2. I had to make sure that the university I committed to would allow me to defer my admission til the fall of 2019 as well as my scholarship.
The latter proved to be more of a daunting task because I had no idea how to go about asking for a deferral, and the FAQ section of the school’s website was only so helpful.
(Have I mentioned in a blog post where I will be attending college? Well, just in case I haven’t, I will be attending Columbia University in NYC as a QuestBridge Match scholarship recipient. I will be making a post on QuestBridge and my experience when it becomes more applicable– right before applications open, for example.)
It ended up taking about a week to figure out whether or not I could accept my spot on the NSLI-Y Program. This was very stressful and frustrating because it seemed that everyone in our finalist group chat had already been deferred and had accepted the scholarship. I wanted to be excited about the prospect of spending a year in South Korea, but I could not let myself until I knew it was official–because I honestly did not know whether or not I would be accepted. I couldn’t find any information about QuestBridge (Match) Scholars taking gap years, so I went through that one week in the dark and extremely anxious.
One week may not seem like a big deal, but after waiting since November to know of the results of my application, one more week was honestly very torturous.
But, finally, it has been figured out!! And, I will be going to South Korea with NSLI-Y yet again (but this time for 9 months!)
I just wanted to add how/when I found out that I had been accepted into the program! (More so for my remembrance, but hopefully you can find enjoyment or a few laughs from it!)
I was sitting in AP Spanish as my teacher discussed our plans for the Socratic Seminar we would be having after we annotated the reading (It was by a famous Spanish author. Jorge Borges I think?) And like the bad student I am (just kidding), I kept checking my email throughout the class. I truly did not think I was going to get anything because I thought (if they did come out that day) it wouldn’t be til after 3 pm. However, to my surprise, an email was waiting in my inbox with the subject line “NSLI-Y 2018-19 Application Status” and an attached PDF.
Internally, I freaked out. But I was in class, so I had to contain myself. After class, tears started welling up in my eyes because everything started to become very real as I knew I could now check my email at any moment. I let my Spanish teacher know that I had received an email regarding my gap year (because she supported my wishes to take a gap year since the beginning of the school year) and that I would check it in the bathroom.
She offered her classroom because she did not have a class third period, but I knew I was going to cry (with either decision) and I figured being alone would be best. I went to the least traveled to bathroom in the school and opened the email. I read the first line and literally screamed. I erupted into a crying fit and I could not contain my happiness. I ended up missing the first 40 minutes of my third period class (American Problems) because I went to see my counselor to tell her the great news and calm myself down.
From there I told my friends and my (other) Spanish teacher who wrote the NSLI-Y recommendation for me as well as some teachers who were around. I waited to tell my mom when til I got home because, of course, in person messages are lot better than sharing the news via text message.
So that was how I found out! And I would like to just end this post with how utterly grateful I am to be able to receive another amazing opportunity to study Korean– especially because everything is paid for by the government. I am thankful for everything and everyone! I officially accepted the NSLI-Y scholarship on April 21st, 2018. Therefore, I could finally make this post! To more awesome endeavors in Korea!~
(P.S. I wrote a blog post earlier this year about my AY interview experience, but I will wait on posting it until December or January since it will be more relevant then! I will also post an updated interview tips/advice blog post then too!~ So look out for that– by following my blog!!)
고마워요!~ 다음에 봐요.
- Emma 엠마